The verdict: a decision to affect and disrupt a life. My choice to veer off the comfortable path, abandon the current state of happiness, and venture into the unknown.
Why? To chase down a mysterious, obscure sensation I cannot explain.
Inhale. Exhale. Breathe in the fresh air flowing off Hood Canal and let the peacefulness of the surroundings decide for me.
The Pacific Ocean and Puget Sound wrap around the Olympic Mountain range. Nestled in between, a small cabin on the water rests within the gaze of Mt. Ellinor.
I’ve come to her to help reach this verdict.
Asia or Central Europe? Retreat to the familiarity bred from a commitment to Asia spanning decades, or leap into the chaos of the unknown and invent a new life in Bohemia?
The creation of two different lives, a divergence of my universe, the moment the decision is made.
In one universe, I sleep for a few more hours and then rise, make a pot of coffee, and with mug in hand, walk down to the shore of Hood Canal and watch the sunrise.
In another universe, I look at the clock, barely able to focus on the time of 2:30 am, and roll out of bed. Throw on some clothes, grab a mug of yesterday’s coffee, pick up my camera gear, and head out to trek up to the top of Mt. Ellinor.
A trek in the dark to meet the rising sun. To meet a new tomorrow.
My brain whispers, “Sleep.” My heart screams, “Get out of bed.”
Quietly, I lie, listening to the blood course through my veins. I feel myself fading toward the sound of laughter, and I fall deep, searching for its origin. Thoughts and visions vivid enough to swallow me whole as I happily drift off to dream.
The silence pulses throughout my body; my senses heightened, and a restless surge of energy melds my dream into reality. It pushes me out of bed, I go searching for its origin: I must see what lies out there…
A feeling of divergence begins to form, and I open my eyes to the cold, quiet darkness around me. She whispers to me, her words soft, “Come join me in nirvana…” her sweet fragrance caressing me, and I close my eyes.
The cold, quiet darkness is calling out. An inviting whisper, “Join the beauty of my dreams, the silence of reaching the summit as the morning sun breaks.” My heart begins to beat rapidly; ahead lies a trek up the steep slopes.
Years ago, contemplating my future, I was asked a simple question: “When in Asia do I miss the USA?” My answer was quick, “Yes.” It was then followed by another question, “When I am in the USA, do I miss Asia?” and again I quickly answered, “Yes.”
Then came the advice I’ve followed ever since: “When the answer to either one of these questions changes, you know what you should do…create something new.”
Inhale. Exhale.
The beauty of silence.
The smell of fresh coffee soothes, and I look out at the changing sky. The morning sun’s glow breaks through, highlighting the image of a fishing boat heading out to explore.
There is peace listening to the water, the sounds drifting away as I wake from my dream, enjoying the start of another day.
The beauty of silence.
Low-lying clouds shimmer around Mt. Rainier off in the distance. The morning sun breaks over the horizon, and the electricity of possibilities fills the air. A brand new day arrives, and a brave new world awaits.
How does one describe the fragrance of a sunrise?
With the verdict rendered, an old friend shows up. A welcome interruption to the sanctity of the morning, and she glances towards me as if to bid me farewell.
Global Sojourns: Photography & Philosophy 
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