From the moment I awake, I lie silently and listen to the calling of the universe to determine the type of day ahead, because every day has its own personality.
Some mornings are overwhelming, blasting with the sound of horns and a declaration of chaos. A day that can zap the life out of the soul, and the only bright spot is thinking of the good tomorrow may bring.
Other mornings, the universe whispers, and the day arrives quiet and serene. I can spend the day deep in thought, piecing together ideas, and by night, my life resembles some order.
Then there are mornings like today, when the universe offers a connection that seems very personal. A feeling of confidence floats between secrets and knowledge, inviting adventure and a day to push the envelope.
I roll out of bed as the sun breaks, brew a fresh pot of coffee, and wander down to the water. Breathing in the morning air and looking up at the mountains, it is impossible not to wonder about Ellinor. There is nowhere else in the world where my troubles melt away like they do here on Hood Canal and in the Skokomish wilderness.
It is here my consciousness pervades a deeper level of reality, a connectedness to nature. Many people have such a place ~ a place of solitude that brings out an instinctive feeling of inspiration. Perhaps it is love. A deep association with the world is etched into who we are as individuals.
I cannot help but smile as I think back to a quote:
“The nitrogen in our DNA, the calcium in our teeth, the iron in our blood, the carbon in our apple pies were made in the interiors of collapsing stars. We are made of starstuff.”
– Carl Sagan (Cosmos).
Sagan’s words reaffirm the relationship I have with Ellinor. She belongs to me as I belong to her. At the quantum level, we are one.
Nature holds something true and intrinsic within our souls; a beauty that burns deep within our cells. Writers and poets have long written sonnets about their affairs with nature, and recently, leading physicists have joined in with new theories and experiments to show we have relationships far beyond what our minds can fathom.
At the quantum level, we are made up of subatomic particles, and what a story these particles have to tell.
Physicists are uncovering the magic of these subatomic particles and their incredible gift: their connectedness and ability to communicate with other particles instantaneously and over unimaginable distances (spanning our universe).
This phenomenon, called quantum entanglement, is not new, but recent experiments and theories have cracked open this door even wider, which is as exciting as it is mysterious.
Quantum entanglement may unite all of us, connecting everything in the universe to everything else. Scientists are contemplating a spiritual side of nature, and theorists are spinning their minds trying to comprehend what this all could mean.
“Science is not only compatible with spirituality; it is a profound source of spirituality.”
― Carl Sagan
For me, I imagine within my heart is an electron connected to every Roosevelt Elk walking through the wilderness, every salmon swimming in the Skokomish River, and every foothold leading up to the summit of Mt. Ellinor.
So on this beautiful day, how can I possibly be thinking of quantum entanglement, especially while standing here on the shores of Hood Canal looking at Ellinor only thirty miles away? I am here because I believe Ellinor has reached out to me to visit her once again.
Once a year, I take a pilgrimage to her peaks to rejuvenate my soul and recharge my spirit. It sets my mind right; the rush of the climb, the beauty along every step, is the easy answer why.
I am aware of the Unrequited Love of Ellinor, which makes my return perhaps even more special—no expectations, no great planning, just a great hike that in the end leaves me speechless.
I’ve been hiking Ellinor as far back as I can remember, summiting her and exploring the peaks of her neighbors. Each time, on my descent, I felt both spiritually complete and physically spent.
I must admit that even before my hike today, the jealousy of never seeing a mountain goat, somewhat common around this part of the Skokomish wilderness, flickers in me now and then, but my faith holds true. Ellinor will grant me this moment when the time is right.
Standing here, three days into the Chinese New Year, the Year of the Goat, I have the idea that Ellinor has brought me to her to make this year special. The weather is perfect. The summit is easily accessible this early in the year due to light winter snowfall, and I am ready to strengthen my relationship with her and all that is around me.
Waking this morning to Ellinor’s subsonic whispers of the day’s possibilities was perfect. I drink the last of my coffee and walk along the waters of Hood Canal, content in the solace she offers.
Being out in nature makes it easier for me to imagine we are all just bags of stardust, particles billions of years old cognizant of everything in the universe. The idea of these particles able to communicate over billions of miles instantaneously, though, is tough to grasp but fun to dream about.
- Does a form of consciousness exist at the quantum level?
- Does intuition receive information via quantum entanglement?
- Do the strange results in quantum physics regarding observation link us to Eastern philosophy and deeper levels of consciousness and illusion?
Looking up, I see a familiar set of eyes for the first time. These incredible mountain goats seem surprised to have me hanging around the summit, but they share Ellinor with me.
Feeling a rush of adrenaline amid the setting sun, I ponder what the universe and Ellinor are teaching me. I suppose it is just the simple thought of enjoying life and listening to nature. Hear the words of the universe and begin to think of “we” instead of “I”.
Everything is “we”. We are interconnected in a way that is obvious, made up of the same material: stardust.
The difficulty of this connectedness lies in the depths of the links and attachments we have to the universe and to each other. It is a bit overwhelming.
As I jump around the boulders, following these impressive mountain goats, I am thrilled that this day has finally come. A day I expected, and perhaps that is why it is here.
Why I am here.
The majestic confidence these goats have, somehow clinging onto the face of a cliff with their hooves when all looks lost, is impressive. I feel a bit foolish thinking that finding these mountain goats on today’s climb within the first week of the Year of the Goat has some significance, but then who is to say it doesn’t?
The universe works in mysterious ways, and as with the secrets of Ellinor, the secrets of quantum physics are many as well. It is exciting to hear of physicists discussing the results of the same particle appearing in different places at the same time and opening the possibilities of the manipulation of space-time.
The mysteries of quantum entanglement, these connections possibly holding information we can only dream of uncovering. The déjà vu we feel may be a flash of experience or emotion from the subatomic level.
Perhaps most important to me as I put on my headlamp, pack up my gear, and prepare to descend the mountain is the idea that we never truly die. Pieces of me will carry over.
The connectedness throughout the universe gives me confidence, and perhaps some state of consciousness embedded in my subatomic particles will keep my spirit alive.
“We are like butterflies who flutter for a day and think it is forever.”
― Carl Sagan
Consciousness, I imagine, is a vital part of the universe. Perhaps not in the way we understand human consciousness today, but in a different form. I suppose when my time comes, I will find out.
The world of physics is a world of magic with so much to learn. Accompanying physics is the magic of philosophy. One of the tenets of both Buddhist and Hindu philosophy is the idea that everything is energy, dancing in form ~ a dance with the continuous weaving of the form and the formless.
Such a poetic description can double as a definition of quantum entanglement as well. A description that physicists today are telling us very well may be reality. Until then, it is good to be with Ellinor.
It is good to accept that we may all be part of a scary-large family. Work hard, play hard, and be good. And listen to what the universe has to say.
“We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us.”
– Joseph Campbell
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